Thursday, June 5, 2008

Full Disclosure

It is well past midnight, and I am diligently working on the next Hand of Help newsletter. Something has been bugging me for the past few hours, like one of those itches that you can never really scratch, and I decided to take a few minutes and share my heart with those of you who take the time and read what God puts on my heart. When I first started this web log, I made a promise to you, and to myself that I would be honest and forthright with you, no matter the circumstance. Since I already made mention of this on the radio program, it is inevitable that it will come out eventually, and since I choose that you hear it from me, rather then someone else, here goes:
For the past few months I have been actively petitioning the Lord to allow me to return to my homeland, permanently. I have even gone so far as to discuss this with my wife, and to my surprise the same burden has been on her heart for some time as well.
It is not due to fear of what is about to descent upon this nation, for I believe wholeheartedly that it will be a darkness of global proportions, but rather due to some words of prophecy, and personal dreams I've been having over the past six months or so. The hour is late, and the time approaches.
As of yet, I have not received a release to go, but the desire is there, ever present, sometimes all consuming. I have always known I would return to my homeland, it is largely the reason I refused to put down roots in this country of any real significance. I love the fellowship of all the brethren here, know that you are loved with a true love that can only originate from the heart of God. I will be here for as long as God has me, but I know the day is approaching when I will go.
I wanted to share this, because I believe it is the right thing to do, and because as I mentioned, I made a promise to be honest, open, and forthright.
There is still work to be done, and I will endeavor to be faithful in the calling that God has placed on my life, and I feel this avenue of reaching the hungry souls is one of those callings as well.
As always thank you for your prayers, and encouragements. I pray this news has not caused hurt or offense to anyone, for it was not my intent.

With love in Christ,

Michael Boldea Jr.

17 comments:

Anonymous said...

Our dear Bro. and Sis. Boldea,

I had heard you speak on Oct. 1, 2005 at the New Testament Church in Greenvill, MI, I went home and told my cousin that we were loosing your voice in this nation. I did not say to this nation, as your voice will not remain silent.

I told her that when God pulls out it's last missionary to her, it will be a sad for America, as it will mean that judgment will then fully come.

Most of us here will not see you again till that day in glory. But until then, know that you are both loved and we will continue to keep you in our prayers Please continue to pray for us who remain.

Do as the Lord leads, as we understand.

Your sister in our Lord,
Nila Yeo

Anonymous said...

Our dear Bro. and Sis. Boldea,

I had heard you speak on Oct. 1, 2005 at the New Testament Church in Greenvill, MI, I went home and told my cousin that we were loosing your voice in this nation. I did not say to this nation, as your voice will not remain silent.

I told her that when God pulls out it's last missionary to her, it will be a sad for America, as it will mean that judgment will then fully come.

Most of us here will not see you again till that day in glory. But until then, know that you are both loved and we will continue to keep you in our prayers Please continue to pray for us who remain.

Do as the Lord leads, as we understand.

Your sister in our Lord,
Nila Yeo

A Seed Sower said...

Personally I have felt, through the Holy Spirit, that this is the way you have been feeling. You must do as the Lord directs you and puts on your heart. We who are stuck here in America, will survive (spiritually)... lol.. We need to follow the Lord not man, and the Lord will keep His own. I thank God for the internet, and trust that you will still blog occasionly when you're home.
God Bless and God's speed, and may He, as always, keep you and protect you and your precious wife.
I love and respect you in the Lord my dear young man, you have been a great source of blessing in my life, for this I Praise God.
God moved one of my friends to Texas, one to Palm Springs, one to North Carolina, My daughter and family have moved to texas for right now, perhaps I am in a direct hit zone here in Wichita, Kansas, and will soon be with the Lord..It will be worth it all to see Him face to face! ..Amen
Helen B... see you in the New Jerusalem...

Anonymous said...

Dear Michael,

You must go as you are directed and you must do what the Lord wills for your life. Anyone who seeks to interfere with what the Lord directs is beyond my comprehension. We should all pray that His will be done ALWAYS. We should not be so selfish as to seek to keep you here against God's will. God's will be done!

Linda B
Lapeer, MI

Anonymous said...

Dearest Brother Michael,

You, your wife, and your lives do not belong to us,or to this country, you are a Son, of the Most High God and I/we thank Him for sending you to us, along with your Uncle. The "thing" about love is that it is not selfish or controlling and does not think of itself, otherwise we would be screaming NO NO NO! Don't go! :o). I remember reading Andrew Strom's letter when he announced that the Lord was telling him to return home. I cried, just as I cry now. You are our brother, we love you, and of course we would like to keep you close. However, we want you to be obedient to the Lord and to follow that which he has laid upon your heart. We know it is He that gives us the desire and will to do His good pleasure.
We can only say thank you for pouring out your life here, in our behalf, and go in peace when the Lord says it is time. We love you because you first loved us...sound familiar?
I Bless you and your family in the Name of the Lord Jesus Christ and pray that He opens all the doors before you and pours out his highest blessings upon you.

In the Love of Christ

Rachele and Michael Rumbaugh

Anonymous said...

Bro Michael,

In the U.S.A, Romania, Japan, Israel, etc... It doesnt matter where we are now on this earth. If we endure to the end, we will all be home togther....at last

God Bless,
-KevinP

Anonymous said...

Well then, we must pray for your return to your homeland also. Knowing that you wouldn't be posting like you do now is a sad thing, but if it weighs on your heart you must go.

As the book of Job says, "I know that Thou canst do all things, and that no purpose of Thine can be thwarted." You will, of course, be put where you need to be.

Mrs. Pugh

ryanfromDetroit said...

Michael,

I would not expect anything different from you. I am sure that you are a man of your word, and you did say that you would be returning to your country, God willing, basically prior to all of the judgment coming to pass. This day comes very quickly.

My friend, we know judgment is at the door. Although the Spirit has been speaking these things for months and years, the urgency in the Spirit of those who are with us at the Elm Street Chapel is almost alarming. The words/visions/prophecies that the my brothers and sisters have shared on the ESC blog, as well as what the Lord has give you, are very certain and will not tarry.

We are quickly approaching the day that we all have somehow hoped would be delayed even further. The visions, prophecies, words of judgment will tarry no longer. Now is the time that our hearts be right with God and that are only desire be to walk according to the leading of the Spirit.

If we do not choose today to die to ourselves completely and let Christ be fully formed in us, living by every word that proceeds out of the mouth of God, we will suffer greatly in the days that lay ahead.

May all who frequent your blog, all who read these words go before God sincerely and boldly that He may reveal all of these things to you. We must all work out our own salvation with fear and trembling before God.

Love truth more than your very life. Seek the face of God every day that He may instruct you in the way that you should go. Know that He withhold no good thing from those who choose to believe Him.

God be with us all and may He continue to strengthen us daily by His Spirit and words of truth.

With love in Him,
Ryan

Anonymous said...

Michael Boldea is leaving America to return to Romania.

Andrew Strom left America to return to New Zealand.

This should tell us somethig.

GO WITH GOD, Michael

Anonymous said...

For the past few months, as I've reflected upon your message to America, I've felt that your time here is coming to close. I was wondering when you would head back to Romania. I know you will be faithful and wait until the Lord speaks.
God Bless,
Jeff S.

Marcel said...

The Lord often puts the burden in our heart and when this burden to go build's (as with Paul and his drive to go to Jerusalem) nothing,no one can stop it.
The Lord lead and keep you always ,brother.

Bonny said...

God bless you Michael, and the Lord will make it clear to you in His time which sounds like it may be sooner rather than later. I expect it is the Lord's mercy on America which has kept you there so long.

Unknown said...

Dear Michael,

For such a long time I have read your blog and never posted a comment..until tonight when I read your next post regarding Daniel.
I just now realized I had missed this post and I am sorry I wasn't able to reply "on the day".

Michael, it has been your Godly integrity that kept me reading and feeding from the wellspring of this blog, His waters, that He has provided through you His faithful servant.
Remain faithful only to Him and do as you know He is leading..you will anyway:)
You are much loved brother and from here in Australia I thank you for your faithful service.
I do hope and pray that it is in His plan that you will be able to continue to speak His heart through this blog in the future.

With love in Christ,
Miranda

Anonymous said...

As the two angels came to Lot in Sodom, gave their warnings and then removed Lot and his family before destruction fell upon Sodom, so Dumitru Duduman arrived in America, gave his warnings, and now his descendents will be removed before destruction falls upon America.

Anonymous said...

I have been so blessed by this blog and by the visions and prophecies given to you and your grandfather. You have been used by God to bring renewed light into my life during a dark and desolate time. Those of us who are aware of what is shortly to come to pass are to share in the ministry you have so graciously given to us and to this country. We are to be used by the Father to bring light and life from His Son into a dark and desolate time. We must remember the darkness will not long tarry, for the Light of Life is about to burst upon the scene in the most glorious sunrise ever!! We have been honored to be chosen for these times, it is no accident that we are aware of what is to come, that we belong to Him. We are not only to endure and hold fast, we are to accomplish that which He ordained for us to do before time began. As must you and your wife. Where ever He leads you, go with our blessings and our love. The best is yet to come!!!!!
rleigh

Anonymous said...

No matter the location; we are ONE in CHRIST! The Spirit of God moves in the heaven of heavens and knows the mind of God; He lives in those who love Him and communication through prayer will one day be as easy as picking up the telephone as we grow and mature in Him. Brother Michael, know that you have been a voice crying in the wilderness of prosperity and materialism; like Jeremiah and Ezekiel of old, men like you stick out like a sore thumb. So God has ordained it to be. Know that you will always be in our hearts and prayers. We continue to support Hand of Help orphanage and the work in your homeland. There are no borders in the Kingdom of God. The earth and the heavens are ALL HIS!!!

mtzion@hughes.net jrpeacher

Anonymous said...

Thank you Michael.
May God raise up another voice and many more to proclaim the gospel of Jesus Christ in love and truth.

Jackie in northern Wisconsin